May 2012
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February 2012
3 posts
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January 2012
15 posts
if no one but you reads what you write, then does it really exist?
We undo ourselves like shoelaces!
Noun. escapist - A person who escapes into a world of fantasy -wishful thinker, dreamer daydreamer, woolgatherer - someone who indulges in idle or absentminded daydreaming
Noun. escapism - The tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, esp. by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
Escape… one word with so many capabilities. I am an escapist, I escape for so...
to wish upon a white cell
i wished for cancer and not just once but a few times over the years. what kind of person wishes for something that destroys the lives of so many, so many who do not deserve the unyielding disease? apparently I’m that kind of person. i concocted three reasons why i made my wish…
1. people have called me beautiful and they assume the same of my soul. cancer steals beauty as quickly as...
it's acceptance!
I GOT ACCEPTED INTO MY FIRST CHOICE COURSE FOR UNIVERSITY!!! ECU Primary School Teaching here i come :D
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i'm tired, so tired
i’m tired of having the same conversation, so tired. i don’t know who i am or who i will be and i don’t know who i want to be. i just don’t know. i may no longer be a baby in your eyes but in the eyes of life and the wisdom it brings i am a baby. a baby unsure of which way to crawl and unsure if it’s strong enough to stand. a baby afraid of what it does not know and...
god made lucifer
god and lucifer. god and lucifer. god and lucifer. angels and demons. angels and demons. angels and demons. man and woman. man and woman. man and woman. for every thing there is a corresponding piece. an opposite to create a balance. there cannot be god without lucifer and there cannot be light without darkness. one creates the other. god created lucifer and in turn light creates the darkness but...
I wish it could just be simple, like a retro pop song, “I want you to want...
– John Tucker Must Die
I am a complete and total hopeless romantic. I place so much hope on the fairytales within life, but until today I’d thought it was a bad thing. Now I realise it’s just me looking for the magic in a world so full of darkness.
December 2011
20 posts
Boo, I’m what parents fear!
I’ve spent half my life blaming everyone else for my faults
“I’m the way I am because this is what other people have made me” “My schooling suffered as a result of me being bullied and avoiding school to avoid the bullying” “I’m defensive because I’m constantly under attack from others” “I’m snide with dad because he’s insensitive and impatient with me” “I have an attitude with mum because...
PLEASE TALK TO ME
pin the disappointment on me at the pity party
i’m completely aware that i’m an underachiever. my parents and every other member of my ridiculous god damn family think i am blissfully ignorant about my lack of prospects but i’m not. i spent the majority of my high school years falling short of my true potential and only reaching for the bare minimum. i was lazy, i know this and now as a result of this i have put myself in a...
the anthem to our youth
[Wiz Khalifa - Chorus] So what we get drunk So what we smoke weed We’re just having fun We don’t care who sees So what we go out That’s how its supposed to be Living young and wild and free
[Wiz Khalifa - Verse 1] Uh, Uh huh So what I keep ‘em rolled up Saggin’ my pants not caring what I show Keep it real with my niggas Keep it player for the hoes And look...
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the adaption to a new era
on the 6th of the 12th of 2011 i said my final goodbyes to my high school life and possibly some of the people within it. it’s sad, i know it is but my eyes don’t well with tears and my heart doesn’t ache with the sudden loneliness that may engulf me. i figure the friends that are worth it will last and those who aren’t will be forgotten quickly, so it’s no...
November 2011
49 posts
i’ve had the most amazing 36 hours, i’ve been happy…
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Just when we think we figured things out, the universe throws us a curveball....
– Meredith Grey